Midnight Thoughts

Little about me.

So, this is the first blog that I have done. I’ve wanted to become an author but was told that they wouldn’t publish my first book without having 100 people willing to buy my book. They told me that I could start a blog to gain readers. I don’t know if all publishers are like this but I guess they have to make their money somehow. I am 22 years old. My favorite color is blue. I am really excited to be blogging. I thought that maybe I would be good at blogging but never thought that I would really do it. I know that sounds dumb but hey, that something that I do. I talk myself out of a lot of things. This is the first time that I went against my brain. I’ve been trying to do that more. The reason why is because I live with Depression, PTSD and Anxiety. Things that make it hard for me to do anything that I want to do. I am so scared that people are going to make fun of me for being me. I had that all in my high, middle and elementary school days. That part of the reason why I am doing online school. I don’t think I would be able to handle someone picking on me in person. My fiancé is so supportive of me doing this. He thinks it will be a great idea. I wish I my family was on the same page as him but we don’t talk anymore do to fighting all the time. I Have four younger sibling. When I say younger the one that is just under me in age is 12 years old. There is 11 years between us. He just turned 12 a few months ago. I didn’t get to tell him happy birthday because when I call my step-dad answered the phone and told me never to call them again. I cried for weeks after that. I know that my mother wouldn’t have told me that but I know that its for the best for now. Until they getting everything together. I just wanted to let you know some more about me. More posts to come. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Have a great day.



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