Midnight Thoughts


Why can’t I get his tan slim face out of my head? Every time I close my eyes I see his viberten blue eyes. His kisses were so different from what I’m use to. They were rough but gentle. They say vampire’s eyes are red but that’s incredibly partly true. They turn red when they drink blood by force. Xavier has never done that. I know that much. He wouldn’t even drink from me even though I told him to. He was different from all the other vampires I’ve met. He was sweet until another man said something about a women’s Honor. He would defend any women and child. He always wanted children but he knew from the moment that he was turned that he would never have kids because he couldn’t put them through what he went through being turned. Let alone doing it to someone he fell in love with. When we met he was 355 years old I was only sixteen. He tried so hard to stay away from me. He even tried to leave but didn’t get to far because some dumb ass thought it was a good Idea to talk about my family. I don’t really know what he had said But Whatever it was Xavier Came Back Quickly and never wanted to let me out of his sight. I knew that he was going to protect me even if it costs him everything. He was something that I always wanted. After a year I told him that I started Liking him. He Looked So Scared that I felt So Bad But I couldn’t help it he was everything that I ever wanted in a man. I couldn’t just let him walk away from me. I knew it was wrong. But I knew from the get go that I wanted him. Things gotten awkward weird for about six months. That was until I said I’m giving up and going to marry Kevin. That pissed him off. He screamed “So, me Being here means nothing to you?” I was shocked that he cared about me like that. “I didn’t think you would’ve Cared. You’ve been so distant since I told you that I liked you. What changed?”

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Writing prompt #4

Use a tombstone, a first kiss, and a butterfly collection

Today my mom got me tickets to the local butterfly collection, in downtown, Pottsville, VA. It’s about two hours from my house but it is worth it. “Thank you so much, mom,” I say over the phone.

“You are so welcome. Now you need to meet Jason, at the info desk, for you walk through.” Says my dad. “He is going to go everywhere with you for the next two days. Okay?”

“Yes, dad.” I knew there was a reason why they got me these, it’s a blind date. “Wait, dad, Is this a blind date?” I ask even though I know the answer already.

“Sweetie why would we do that?” my mother asks which tells me it is.

“Why can’t you just tell me the truth?” I snap hanging up the phone. I walk inside to the info desk, just to say that I was there.

“Are you Rose?” a cute man asks me. I nod my head. “Oh thank god, I just got here I thought I missed you.” He says laughing, I laugh along to make the best of this uncomfortable situation. “You’re very pretty, you know that right?” I shake my head and point to my glasses. “Just because you have them doesn’t make you any less beautiful.”

“Okay, I’m not trying to be mean or anything, but did my parents put you up to this?” I say. He shakes his head. I wish people would tell me the truth. My parents have a lot of money, and this isn’t the first time they paid someone to go out with me. “Please tell me if they did because I will still do this just so you can get to know me. But they have done something like this before. So it won’t hurt my feelings.”

“They offered to pay me, but I said no because I wouldn’t want to do that to my child, I would want them to find someone without my money’s help.” He snaps.

“Oh, oh, I am so sorry I didn’t mean to be rude, I’ll just go now.” I go to walk away but he grabs my hand and pulls me back to my spot.

“I didn’t mean for that to come out the way it did, I just know how it feels when money is used to find happiness.” He says looking away. “I was in love at one point but my parents were paying her to stay with me, but when they died she left me the day after.” I get up on my tip toes and hug him He wraps his arms around my waist and I squeal. After a few minutes, we pull away.

“I am so sorry I don’t know what got ahold of me,” I say blushing.

“It is fine. Thank you for doing that. Now I have to take you out to eat to try and pay you back for doing that for me.” He rambles on. I just put a finger up to his lips.

“If you were trying to ask me out I would love to go get something out to eat.” Then I remember where we are. “After this please?” I ask nicely. He nods, “You like beautifies to?” I ask looking around trying to hide my nerves.

“No, but I would love to learn more about them. So lead the way.” He says bowing like I am a queen or something.

“Okay,” I grab his hand and pull him toward the first stand. That is how the rest of the day went until about five or six pm when he was finally saying that he was hungry. So we went to Bods crab shack and got something to eat. When my mom called I sent it to voicemail because I didn’t want to talk to her.

“Who was that?” he asks looking up from the menu,

“My mother,” I say looking up at him. “She’s most likely calling to find out if we hit it off,” I say shrugging.

“You should talk to her more because one day you won’t have them.” Right after he says that my mom calls again. “Answer it I don’t mind,” I answer it.

“What’s up mom?” I ask

“Your dad…” she sobs.

“What about daddy?” I ask probably looking scared because Jason gets up and comes over to my side to hold me.

“He’s in the hospital,” she says

“Which one?” I ask not letting her finish.

“Phil’s hospital,” she says sobbing.

“I’m on my way,” I say hanging up the phone. I turn to face Jason. “I need a ride,” I say he nods placing a tip on the table and walking me to the door.

Where do you need to go?” he says walking me to my car.

“Phil’s hospital,” I say and he starts driving.

“I kind of figured that from what you have been saying.” He says rubbing my hand. “It’ll be alright.” He says taking his hand away to drive.

“I am so sorry I would understand if you just dropped me off and never came back.” He shakes his head.

“No, I won’t do that for one.” He says smiling. “Also I want to go back there to the beautify thing just to see that beautiful smile.” He says trying to chare me up. “Come on I want to see that smile.” He says as we pull into a parking spot. “Alright,” he says getting out and coming over to my side. He pulls me out and pulls me into a hug and I start crying even more. “Come let’s go.” He pulls me inside the old hospital. “Here to see Kevin Link.” The nurse says he is in room 12. As we are walking into room 12 I see my father on the bed fighting for his life.

“Daddy,” I say running over to him. “Please don’t leave me, I still need you,” I say hoping to get something back. “I love you.” I say with tears in my eyes, “I know I haven’t been the greatest child lately and I haven’t said that I love you but I do.” And he flatlines. “No” I yell sobbing. Jason comes over to me and pulls me into his arms. “I am so sorry this isn’t how you wanted this to turn out. It’s all my fault. I wish I said I love you more.” I sob.

One Week and three dates Later.

“Wow, I can’t believe my dad is really gone,” I say as we drive to Ohio to bury him. “Mom are you okay?” I asked looking in the back seat and seeing she is zoned out I turn back around. “I hope she will be okay.”

“Sweetie, she will be,” Jason says.


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Writing Prompt #3

At first, we thought the black liquid was oil, that we’d struck it rich and that we’d be able to retire and live leisure. We actually started writing down all the ways we’d spend the money. Our first choice was…
Well, my first choice is something that I have always wanted, my two brothers and my sister don’t think that I should buy this first but what do they know about buying a house? The house I want, has five bedrooms, four and a half bathrooms. It is five floors. The house its self is over 1 million so it would be best to buy that first. My oldest brother, Jack, wants to buy a bar. He has always wanted to own a bar. He has never changed his mind, which I find funny because the rest of us, have changed the things we wanted. He is the only one that has not changed his mind. Then, my older brother, Kyle, hasn’t really nailed down what he wants but I think that h would put it into a savings account for his son, James. Who is so cute, but I might be biased on that one. I wish I had kids but I can’t have any. So, in the next four years, hopefully, I will be adopting some kids, which is the main reason why I want to by that house. My twin sister, Kelly, wants to pay for her wedding. I think that it is a great idea, at the same time I think that she should put the money towards the future. I know that getting married is planning for the future but I don’t think that she should put it all toward the wedding. I can’t really tell her that she shouldn’t do what she wants to do because it would make bad blood between us and I don’t want to do that. I love her and want her to be happy. I don’t think that she should marry Jeff, but what do I know about love? It’s not like I have been married for the last three years. She thinks that Jeff is ready to be married? He goes to the club every night on her dime. I think that he wants her because of her money. I’ve tried to tell her that he is using her and it didn’t go over really well, so, I’m not going to go down that road or a similar road again. I don’t want to lose my only sister. My brothers feel the same way that I do but we know that she will never listen to us, so we don’t say anything.

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Sunday update.

So, this week has been so hard, school wise. I have been working on a project all week that is due today. I’ve been trying to sit still and do all the work that I need to do. That is the hardest thing for me because I have ADHD and I am not on any meds for that. So, it is very hard to focus on a lot of things. Since the room that I do my school work in has windows, I get distracted very easily by things running around outside. So, to fix that I started staying up later and have been doing ALL my school work at night. The only problem with that is, my teacher isn’t online at night so if I come across something that I don’t understand I have to stop until I hear back from my teacher. So, it is a little longer to do some of my school work.

I’ve been playing a lot of Minecraft this past week. I am in love with this game. The Sunday updates are something that I love doing because it shows me all the things I have completed during that week. I might not put all of it in the post but it is helping my self-esteem. It’s showing me that I am doing good things. I try not to rant in these posts because I wouldn’t want to read someone ranting all the time. I try not to post things that I wouldn’t want to read. These are most likely going to be short, but there might be some that are very long. I might rant in a few of them because of something that I think that you guys should know.

Thank you for reading and have a good day and night.

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This is it! After months and months of procrastinating planning, my blog is finally hereee! *fireworks burst in the distance* From now on, I am here to tell you about my awesomeness, the magic of reading, and the risks of waking a sleeping dragon. You can call me Rain. That may or may not be my real name (I tend to use the names of my vanquished enemies sometimes). If you keep reading this blog, you will know more things about me but for now I’ll tell you this: I am a book dragon.

Since time immemorial, humans have always called book lovers ‘bookworms’ and I think now is the time to change things a bit. I have no problems with worms actually. I just think book lovers deserve a more appealing title. Sorry, worms. It’s the dragons’ time now.


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